please no negative comments

recently, after a rough break up. i found out that i am pregnant. after weeks of thought and considering, i have decided to have an abortion. as of right now i can't afford the cost of a baby. i'm in the middle of college, single, and poor. 
i told the father today and he didn't take it well at all. he started threatening suicide, which makes me regret telling him because i didn't want to in the first place, but i thought he deserved to know. i know there are other options, but honestly this one is the best for me. please respect me, and only positive, anf helpful comments.