Weight Gain Needed

Lexi

Sorry I need to vent!!!

Long story short in 2015 I developed a chronic illness that is very debilitating. I've lost 22lbs and after being bedridden for months I finally feel good enough to workout and have a semi normal life before I get ill again.

I hate how my body looks now. I used to cry daily. I want my old figure back. I decided to go through a "weight gain journey " Im currently 101lbs 5.4ft tall I want to gain about 30 pounds. But I want to be healthy about it and turn all that weight into muscle. I've been working out (no cardio ) for the past month and half . I want to keep up with my fitness routine. Hopefully get into some body building. I just feel people don't understand what im going through because everyone is trying to lose weight and go on diets. And here I am trying to GAIN weight and trying to intake 1300-1500 calories.

Anyone else trying to thicken up?