Sad mamas day

Amanda • Ttc#2 for a long time now got glow app in feb mid cycle I really want a fall baby so I`m making every effort next month
Just found out my good friend is preg with her first. So happy for her but sad for me been trying over 2 yrs for #2 she has been trying since jan. I just can't help but wonder what I have done so badly in life that I can't be granted that preasious joy again