My quick birth story, my water tore at 33 weeks and I had to stay in the hospital until he came. They thought it could be until I was 35 at least, well at 34 weeks exactly my water completely broke and labor contractions started fast, I was able to have him vaginally with no picotin, I did get the epidural. When he was born he came out screaming, so his lungs were working good! At first his glucose was low, but that got better. Now his bilirubin is high and has to be under the phototherapy light. Should I be worried? They started it yesterday, they told me if everything with him is okay I would get to bring him home Saturday, I watch his heart on the monitor and it gets low to 88 and then when he's mad it gets high to 200. Is that normal? I got to go home but he's still there and I have anxiety leaving him and my heart hurts that I cry knowing he's there and I'm here. All I do is worry that he's doing okay and nothing all of a sudden happened. I love him so much❤ any other moms have a baby in the NICU?