Feeling guilty, please no judgements :(

Calley
I just felt the need to vent how I've felt for quite some time. Ever since I got pregnant, mostly after the first trimester, I have eaten so bad. I feel like such an impulsive eater, and I feel like I give into ALL my cravings. I always planned on having a very active pregnancy too and that also didn't happen. I see and talk to other pregnant moms and some of them have been so much healthier than me, eating well and working out regularly. I care very much for my little baby girl, but still my eating has been horrible. 
I am now 36+3 weeks pregnant, and baby is healthy and I have been without complications and I am SO grateful especially considering that I have had 2 past complications with other pregnancies. Sorry for the rant, I just needed to vent and get it out of my system..