Scared but here goes

Melissa
So for years, we have tried. Bought tests, read info on how to check myself, tried supplements. Just about everything. Years ago I had two tests done that showed I wasn't ovulating. So I gave up. Then we got pregnant. After that I figured maybe it was just occasional that I didn't. Started trying for number 2...its been 3 years. I am scared to go to the doctor. We have talked about it for almost a year and I kept putting it off. I finally gave up this month after another 10 days of ovulation tests showed no peak. I am going to the doctor next Friday to begin testing and trying to figure out what is going. I am terrified they will tell me number 2 is impossible. I would be crushed. But I am hoping and praying. Please pray for me.