I hate everything about this stupid "disease". I try to talk to my hubby but he doesn't always understand what I am going through... We have been TTC for 2 years and found out 2 months ago I have pcos. I have started metformin, and have been on it for 2 months. I am also taking prenatal vitamins, vitamin e and cinnamon. I have been eating healthy and trying to exercise. I have lost 23 lbs in the 2 months which I think is good. I have asked my hubby to do research on pcos so he knows what I'm going through but he won't. He looked at one site that I sent to him. I know he is struggling with this too because he wants a baby so bad too but I feel so alone in this sometimes. Tonight I wanted to talk about the next steps we will have to take (getting my folipen tubes and his sperm checked) and he just wouldn't talk to me. He always makes the comments you never want to have sex with me and it always feels like a knife to the chest. Pcos has seriously made my sex drive decrease sooo much and I hate it. I love my husband he is so sexy to me but it seems like I can't ever get into the mood even when I try so hard. I tried to explain it to him but I don't think he got it... I need a buddy to talk to someone who understands... I am trying to not let this take over my life but I feel like it has... :(