So my bf of almost 9months is just making me wnna kill my self. He is sweet and kind and loving or whatever but sometimes what I say he creates a meaning out of it and makes me look sooooo dumb to the point where I can't argue back I hate this it's like he doesn't include me shit and when I ask about it he wnna be like "I don't want u necessarily knowing it" like wtf does that mean I feel so bad and dumb idk wat to do