I don't even know.

Okay so last night my worst nightmare came to reality when my boyfriends uncle gave him somethin that cause my boyfriend to overdose. Every time I close my eyes all I can see is him laying pretty much lifeless across my lap and on my chest while we were waitin for the paramedics to arrive and his eyes Rollin into the back of his head. It just haunts me and I wanna believe that it didn't truly happen and that it was in fact just a nightmare. Do any of you have any tips on how to be able to calm down enough to sleep or just too stop worrying so much. He's back home now, he's fine just sleepin all day but I still can't calm down.