it's almost been two years after i split up with my sort of boyfriend but i still love him. i actually sometimes get scared about how much i love him because i didn't even know that type of love was possible. He keeps giving me mixed signals which is really annoying because i need to move on but a part of me is still waiting for him to come back. him and his friends came over and i was talking to one of my (girl) friends and she mumbles "do you still like him?" and i blush and automatically say no way and play it off cool although i was fkn dying inside. i look over and see that he was looking and me and smiling and later on asks me multiple times what i was talking about with my friend. i think he also heard my confession of loving him which caused me to have a literal panic attack. i cry all the time screaming along to songs about my confusing and sad love life and i start to remind myself of bridget from bridget jones' diary. anyways ladies, i just have no idea what to do anymore because one of my friends told me that he'd hook up with me but i just don't want him to see me in that way where i hook up all the time but don't get any closer than that. ughhh it's stressing me out and he used to love me but he's moved on, or has he? idk help! pleaseeeeee thankyou so muchhh!!!! x ❤️