Monday after noon i received a call that my fellow class mate had killed him self. I was honestly so so so upset. I was in his youth group, I did church events with him, we went to school, and the saddest part? This was his first year at public school. He played this game called the chocking game. You basically hang yourself but right before you pass out you step out. He didn't make it out... Latley I have already been going through depression and was recently put on a antidepressant and a sleep aid. It hurts me so much that he played that game. I feel more at peace knowing it was an accident rather than on purpose but it still really really hurts me. I just don't understand why life can be like this. Also i'm just 13...