Jeremy came over tonight to spend some time with me. Unlike most nights I kept the TV off and we sat in the dark and just talked. We talked about Trump, how racism is getting out of hand, work, list goes on. My favorite part was when he put his giant hand on my belly and said he can feel my stomach changing. It made my heart not only skip a beat, but it melted as well.

Anyways, going along with the trump and racist topic he asked me if I was afraid for our baby seeing how the little monster will be mixed (black and white). He said he was already worried about his other kids because of it. He not only managed to give me something new to stress over, but also made me aware that as a white woman I am oblivious to certain struggles. :(

Tonight, I feel him and I went further into our relationship. We have talked before, but it was so different this time. I'm blessed to have him in my life and God blessed us with our little baby and he has brought us closer together through this lime sized miracle.

I'm sorry my post is more random though and not really well written or thought out. Lol hopefully someone understands.