Pregnant and Scared

I don't want to have a baby now that Trump is president but I was raped. I can't abort it because I'm a Muslim. I'm terrified. I can't do this with a pregressive president and now I feel like my baby will die at my incompetence to provide for him or her when there are very few options that will be available under her policies. I am anon as I am ashamed that someone defiled my body against my wishes. I don't want this to have hate. Please don't hate me because I dislike Trump's fear rhetoric. Please. Can someone give me words of kindness?