I feel so fat!!

I haven't gained a crazy amount of weight during my pregnancy & I have been on track with my weight gain, but I'm starting to swell/retain water & I feel huge! I can feel it in my face & see it in my ankles & I just feel like I look fat. I'm so nervous that nothing will shrink back down after I have the baby. If I could at least just shrink back down to what I looked like before I would be content because I'm planning on losing. I just don't want to have any extra on me that sticks around, or at least a lot. I'm kind of freaking out about staying the way I look now after.😭