emotional rant really need support from other moms

Jamishia • 😘😘My two loves caleb jeremie -june23,2017- Carson azariah born-september13,2018-
My pregnancy has been happy but mostly sad ontop of being 3hrs away from my fiance (sons father) and having to move with him and his mom, my family has been over the top disrespectful i have my fiance who got mad because i wanted to go the movies . His is a full time student and has a busy schedule and has the stress of preparing for a new baby and he feels that im sitting around not doing anything and that i gave up on school . My 17 year old brother whom my mom let disrespect me and her , had the nerve to tell me i dont dont anything either all i do is sit around. Its overwhelming and really pisses me off cause none of these guys are the ones sitting here pregnant. Last fall semester i was on academic probation from the previous semester . Ive never failed a class till that semester. I got pregnant last semester and was overly tired due to my iron levels being low and dealing with being pregnant  at 21 . I didnt give up in school . I notified my teachers they worked with me i had a full schedule mon-thursday working and in school i had to get a B and a D in ny remaining classes to het a 2.0. I finished out with a C and a D i worked my ass off even though i got suspended for 2 semesters cause i didnt get a 2.0 i still was proud of my self for not giving up . A week after  school ended i told my self i wasnt going to sit around so got more hours at work and now i work everyday. Ive been going to school since after I graduated and now all of a sudden im pregnant and not in school people feel like they can be rude and say that im just sitting around?  I dont get it ladies...am i a failure or something? Why am i getting such disrespect all im trying to do is take it one day at a time move forward and be able to show my baby boy when he is born that mommy didnt give up😔