Update - I've scheduled an appointment with a therapist to talk about things. I suffered from depression & anxiety before & during pregnancy so I guess this makes sense. A lot of my "friends" changed on me when I became pregnant so I'm just feeling alone because I really don't have anyone to talk to. I don't have the closest relationship with my parents either.. basically the only person I have is my boyfriend & I feel like a burden on him because he's already working so much for us. I know you guys can relate to me so I used this as an outlet to vent & it helped. Thank you all so much for the comments & advice ❤ I really appreciate it!