every time i meet a guy they never want a relationship they just wanna fuck and fuck and in person act like they are my boyfriend and through social media and text it's awkward like if we don't know each other and for that i've been down and depress going on 4 months now , i just want a friend i cry and my brother calls me a whore and i cry when no ones around cause it hurts i just want love  and my family makes fun of me and i've been cutting myself i feel so alone ..... i drink to numb and forget it hardly works anyways