update on in viable pregnancy

So I was told on Friday at 12 weeks that my pregnancy was not viable and that I needed a dnc which I scheduled for tomorrow. I of course am absolutely devastated and didn't want to believe it was true. So I scheduled an appointment for a second opinion tomorrow morning before my dnc. But started cramping and bleeding today. I didn't think that I could be anymore devastated then I was on Friday but I'm a wreck again. I can't talk to anyone expect my fiancé and my parents. I am ignoring everyone else's calls because I cry just thinking about talking to my family and friends. This is such an awful feeling. I feel like I'm hanging on by a thread! I just want tomorrow to be over with already! I hope this feeling of sadness and emptiness subsides soon. It's amazing how In only 3 months you can fall in love with someone that you haven't even met yet! 😔💔