So my first bf and I were together for three years and several times through the relationship he cheated. He was a porn addict and I decided to end it March of last year. I immediately got into another relationship and it was so perfect at first. He was consumed in our love and we got engaged and everything. Now all he does is watch porn and look up ways to get other girls to like him on Facebook and shit..

Yeah I will miss my soon to be ex fiance but I can't tell if I'm more upset that he randomly fell out of love with me or if it's the fact that I'll be lonely once he's gone. I don't really have friends, I'm out of work unfortunately (hopefully not for long) I just feel empty bc the only men I've ever been with just start getting involved with tons of porn end up looking for other people..

Idk I'm gonna use this time I'm single to restart my life I guess.... I already feel so lonely and I'm literally at his house right now but I know once he gets back I'll probably spill the beans and tell him everything I know... ugh I hope I find things to occupy my time to get over this.