It seems almost overnight my whole body and mind are changing. My body is so achey, gassy, loose (tmi lol), crampy, etc and I've gone from being content to totally emotional and sensitive. I'm almost 36 weeks along and I think these hormones are catching up to me. My husband brought up to me today that he's somewhat sad he won't be able to see his friends as much when the baby is born. Which I understand and that is a totally normal human response. But I am subconsciously screaming at him about how I moved my whole life to this small town and have no one in the first place just for him and his job. Which is not fair and I'm glad I haven't said it out loud yet. But I'm just having all of these 180 degree changes and I'm starting to not like myself in hindsight! I get triggered so easily, I feel like I turn into the hulk mentally at the drop of a hat! I'm just praying it never comes out of my mouth, I don't want to hurt him. And this is the only place I can vent and not be misunderstood lol. This baby is throwing me through the fiery ringer! 😬