Before my job, I used to be really insecure, unsure of myself, always in a shell, shy, etc. 

I was probably the worst person they could have ever picked for the position. 

But I wanted it so badly. And I let that be known. I knew my makeup skills were good and I knew some stuff about skin care. I saw there was an opening and I was so skeptical on applying because I felt I wasn't good enough. However, I went and spiced up my resume and spent so much time on it. Only when it was perfect did I finally apply. I got a call the next day! I was so nervous! I spent the entire day watching videos on being a beauty advisor, and what to wear, blah blah blah . Well the interview Day came and the second I walked into the door, the girl at the Estée Lauder counter goes "OMG I LOVE YOUR MAKEUP" I instantly knew that this is where i belong.  The interview went amazing. They basically told me I had the job and things were good to go. 

I started a month later. Quit my crap job at Applebee's. and started a career for myself. 

at Clinique. They pay you for training and you get to go to classes and seminars a few times a year. They are the best company ever. I've made so many friends, learned so much, and found such a deeper love for myself. 

I have crippling anxiety that makes me want to crawl back into bed for days so sometimes my job makes it hard for me to deal with life. I have to go talk to customers all day long out in the store, I have to call customers and get them in for a makeover. So it's definitely been a journey of self love and a new found confidence in myself. 

Don't ever let anything hold you back from doing what you want to do. Believe in yourself. It'll all work out in the end. 💕💕💕