My grandpa would have been 80 today... This is the first birthday since we lost him last year and I'm having a harder time dealing with it than I thought I would. I miss him so much and I'm feeling so guilty he never got to meet my daughter... They lived 11 hours away and he passed when she was almost 4 months old. My dad was never in the picture, so he was like my dad... My daughter and I are going to my grandmas (she lives 10 minutes from us now) later to spend some time with her and probably have a total tear fest looking at old pictures. I just needed to get those feelings off my chest. Thank you if you took the time to read all that.