so let me preface this by saying i am a very high anxiety and severely depressed person, so i could just be way overthinking things, but i'm starting to second guess my relationship with my boyfriend. i feel so safe and comfortable around him, but i feel safer in general when i'm around any type of friend. we both said we loved the other, but do i really love him or am i just in love with the idea of having a boyfriend? it's been 2 years since i broke up with my last boyfriend, and the convenient sex is always a plus, but idk if i really love him or if i just love having someone there, not specifically him. someone please tell me how i can tell the difference, even the slightest bit of advice would help because i can't stop thinking about this and it's been weeks since it first crossed my mind. i'm so confused😩😩😩