pregnant sisters!

Ok guys so about a month ago my sister announced tht she is having her first baby.. shocking to me!!! I am 2 weeks behind her.. shes 10 weeks and im 8!! And i cant even tell anyone about it ..
Im feeling so emotional and alone seeing as tho i cant share this special news with anyone but my husband.
The sad thing is that she apparently didnt want kids for another 2 years and i was planning kids(accident apparently) 😠 . Life sucks sometimes! I cant wait to meet my little bubba tho