Can't do this anymore..

Jade • ❤
Today I feel so low. I'm supposedly 9dpo and I just think I'm out now. Haven't had 1 positive test. And I have never wanted something so bad. I don't know how I'm going to cope another month of trying and waiting to probably be let down. I just want a baby? Is that too much to ask for? Why is this world so cruel 😔