Lost😔

19 days ago he left me. I have no one else I'm comfortable about opening up to. I've done just about everything I can go get him back. He looked me in the eyes the other day and said he needs to break my spirit......told me he doesn't wanna be with me were never gonna get back together. Everything was ok for 2 years so how can he change his mind like that? i loved him so much and did anything for him. I'm so hurt Ii cry every single day. I want to die. I want to give up on everything. I have no more love or life left in me. How do people get thru this???😢