So I have my first appointment on Wednesday, and I'm really excited but I'm also terrified. I've been on this app for about 2-3 years and I've read you all stories from miscarriages to "we've been trying for 15 years" and one that always makes me the saddest is when I see these moms filled with excitement be let down at the first appointment with the shitty news of no heart beat or no baby . And if I'm striking a sore spot for anyone I am deeply apologetic but I'm just really nervous and wondering how you all get through the weeks. I'm 9 weeks I'll be 10 on Thursday .