after labor how did u feel?

gg • Married💞 Momma of a little boy & glitter girl. Dog mom! 🐶
Okay so I'm going to be a FTM and I'm due feb9! I was having so much anxiety about having my baby and then it went away and I got super excited and couldn't wait!! Now that time is approaching, I'm starting to feel nervous again. I'm not sure if I'm more nervous of going into labor or maybe taking care of a newborn or maybe both. But I'm getting nervous again and I know this is normal but do these feelings go away once u see ur bundle of joy? How did u ladies feel before and after your little one is born?! I just hope I don't feel nervous like this afterwards. I try not to think about it but I do