I give up TTC... 😩😔

Rr
I give up TTC. 
Too much emotional stress from me. 
I try to stay positive, but then Glow says take a test... 
BFFN like always 
I'm so mad at my body. It doesn't want to fuckin cooperate 😩 
I'm over this. 
As bad as I want a baby, after 4 MC since TTC since 2014. 
I just can't handle ANOTHER month of disappointment.