A feeling

Kayla • Expecting baby girl due November- IVF #3 FET
I have a feeling this is going to be my month. 
I don't know why, I just feel that way. 
Cervix is up so high I can't even feel it, I'm only 4dpo- so still have a long way before testing. 
I had a bit of a crying fit at work with my supervisor, because she gave me a suspension for refusing mandatory overtime. I really hope it was worth it and resulted in my bfp
Symptoms today- high temp, breast tenderness, slight cramping, headache. 
I need this so bad. I keep dreaming of ways to tell my husband, and I'm trying not to obsess over it. 
I have these butterflies in my stomach though. 
It's my month, damnit!