I'm a 4th grade teacher and I am having a really hard time getting time to pump at school. I feel like it's   Negatively affected how much I am producing, and honestly I am so stressed about pumping I want to cry! I don't have the support at work (even though it's CA law) to pump... I am so torn whether to stop or not. I feel relief when I think of stopping and then SUPREME GUILT for feeling relief. I LOVE nursing, I'm just so tired, stressed about supply, and honestly I'm tired of opening my shirt and whipping out the boob so many times a day. 

Ugh. Everyone keeps telling me "do what's best for you" but I can't make a decision because I want both!!