Help please. I need hope lol

Demi
So I think I'm 11dpo I tested at 8, 9 and ten and got the faintest lines but they was there. I have taken another test and it's faint still but it's pink and and it showed up within 4 minutes ( test says read within 8 ) I think af is due tomorrow or the day after. I have a weird feeling it's not like cramps it's like a stretch and sorry for tmi but really gassy I normally get like this before af comes. Has anyone else had this. Is it normal I'm scared af is going to show and I've got my hopes up for nothing ): please comment. Been trying 4 months for my first baby so I'm new to this. Xx