Jealous of my Bestie 😕

Tristan • My angel is in heaven; Rusty Lee, I love you. 💕
So I've been trying to have a baby for over a year... then one day my best friend, who moved away 3 years ago,sends me a picture of a pregnancy test. And of course it's positive. 
She told me she had been trying for 2 months. 😭 I really really don't wanna be jealous, but it just hurts. 
I love her to no ends, but I really really want a freaking baby. I'm so happy for her. But it still makes me sad. 😕
Am I a horrible person for thinking this?