Found out I'm 5 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend doesn't want it, and wants me to abort. Just as I was ready to end the toxic relationship I find out I'm pregnant. He says it's my fault and I trapped him.

I don't know what to do. My two kids are 10 and 9. I'm a single mother. How can this happen being with him for 3 years, ready to call it quits and find outI'm pregnant. He's even more of a jerk. He treats me horrible. I took it. Mainly because he owed me money $2900. I was waiting aroubd fir him to pay it back. I was willing to just cut my losses, and walk away. I'm 5 weeks he wants me to abort, and even my own mother mentioned it's still early in the pregnancy. I think she wants me to abort too. She knows how worthless it is. Im 32, hes going on 50. This will be his 3rd child, I'll be the 3rd mother. He says it's my fault. It takes two.

I'm so confused, so depressed. I'm on my own. I'm going to raise it in my own. Please give me advice.

I refuse to abort I won't end a child's life, doesn't matter how small it is. As for adoption, I won't be able to just give my child away. Abortion and adoption will eat at me. I won't be able to live with myself. I'm a mother already. It's not fair for this child.