Scared dad to be here

Let me tell you, I'm not scared to be a dad. I'm scared of how my children will turn out.

My ex, she smokes drinks and does drugs while she's pregnant with our twin boys and no matter what I can't get her to stop. I've sent her to rehab, she runs away. I've tried to keep her with me. But she drives me crazy and then she'll run away. I'm terrified for my sons lives, and I will be filing for full custody as soon as they're born as she just does not care about them at all. I just needed to vent thankyou for reading 😢