Having a bad day.

I got a new phone and my husband put my old sd card in it. I was having a good time going through looking at pictures of my niece and nephew. Then I came across some videos of me and my ex...he (my ex) was so happy...and I got choked up when he said " mmmm I love you so much!" He died back in November...he started hardcore drugs after he found out me and my now husband got engaged. I couldn't sleep last night and I thought about him all day today :( vent over.