I told him I was a .....

I told him I was a virgin, before he could even ask , he was talking about something sexually and I said well I'll lose mt V card when I'm 21 maybe even after since im only 20 . He just laughed , and then stopped replying, before he knew I was a virgin we were hitting it off really good , today is the first day he's talked to me in a few weeks , he's telling me he wants me to shower with him, then he says never mind doubt you would. I told him I would. But then he's like nope. You can't handle this. I'm to big. Then I'm like I never said I wanted sex . He goes what your scared of my 3rd leg ? . Like seriously. Its not that im scared , I don't want to lose my virginity to a one night stand , I want to settle down and find true love and someone who actually deserves my virginity !!! UGH why did I open my mouth to even say I was a virgin? .urrrrrg