I've decided....

After over 3 years of TTC I've finally had enough, enough of the stress, upset and disappointment every single month, surely putting myself through this isn't helping the situation!  I am in the process of fertility treatment but u know what hospitals are like, they don't rush things! So I've decided if I don't get my BFP this month (which I already know I won't) then I'm gonna stop all this "trying" and just wait and see what the hospital find, as there must be something wrong somewhere as I have 2 children already which were both conceived with no problems within 6 months!! So when AF shows up again I'm out for a while, it will be hard as I'm slightly addicted to "trying" now but think it's for the best, I send u all baby dust and luck ;) xx