Tiered of being disappointed

Dayna
So my hubby and I have been TTC for about a year now and a few times my period has come late so I would test. Well now it is late again by 6 days and my hubby said if Sunday comes, it's Thursday, and it doesn't show he wants me to test. But I'm tiered of testing and ending up with a negative. I don't know how many more negative tests I can take. And he knows it kills me but he wants to know. I just feel like I'm loosing hope.....