So SICK of TTC!

This is just a vent, so please consider your self warned...

I am just so drained from this whole process! I just can't stand it anymore, it makes me not even want to get pregnant!

I am so tired of temping and checking all my symptoms, timing everything, stressing constantly!

I never want to have sex anymore, I hardly want to get together with friends because they don't know we're trying so I always have to lie and come up with some other reason for not drinking, and I'm just so tied of the whole damn thing! I feel like if I found out I was pregnant tomorrow I wouldn't even be happy, I'd just be relieved this whole mess is over!

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Ch

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I feel this way as well... for me this feeling comes and goes. It's always when i get a couple bfns when I test too soon. I feel defeated and depressed until af leaves so usually about 2 weeks I feel irritable, overly sensitive and just outright mean. Not that this is what you're doing but i can relate and this is typically how I react to multiple bfns. When af leaves I feel recharged for the next cycle and hopeful. Don't lose hope if this is something you truly want. Gl.

Li

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Maybe tell at least one of your closest friends about what you're going through? I held it all in for a long time (about a year) before finally telling any of my friends I was trying at all. It's definitely helped because it's now one less thing I have to worry about and know I have someone to talk to when I really need to. Good luck :)

Re

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Stay positive and think how lovely it is that you are TTC and it will happen. X

Li

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Very big hugs hun