should I feel bad?

Vanessa
Hey ladies so quick question...I'm a stay at home mom and about 2 nights a week I'll ask my sons dad if he could stay with the baby so I can go out for a bit with some friends for 2 to 3 hours or so. But I do go at night like when he goes to bed. I'm usually the one that puts my son to bed and that's a special bonding time for him and I however I feel like his dad should also do that as well. But my mom always makes me feel kinda bad for going out for a bit....idk why I think she thinks I should always be here but she's at home as well as my sons dad so he's fine. Should I feel bad for doing this a few times a week?