Needing To Vent !

Hello Ladies Im 9weeks 3days pregnant from my now ex Boyfriend of 6months.im feeling really down and depressed about the whole situation being that he was talking to an ex girl friend for the whole time we were in a relationship and livng together she messaged me and told me he still texts her and tells her my love and he loves her and he asked her to marry him I seen messages from them but never seen that & im just feeling so worthless bc i really love him he said that he isnt going to help me with the baby at all until the baby is born. im due Aug 30th... He said that he doesnt care about me and im worthless i guess im still holding on to hope that he will change by the time the baby is born. this is the first time he has told me any of this and im so hurt over it Just really dont know what to do I Just cant find myself. He is 32 & ill be 20 in may so there is an age diference but i feel as if he is being coached he told her he isnt ready to be a dad at all. and that i purposly got pregnant and what not like if i had sex with my self* what a joke Please give me advice ladies Ths is his first child btw! Thank you ☺