What the hell is wrong with me?

Okay so I got my period the first of the month and then I notice when I go to the bathroom there's pink blood so I'm like wtf am I starting my period again?? So I'll put a pad on just in case then go back to the bathroom and there's no blood on the pad at all just like brown discharge sometimes nothing so I'll take the pad off like okay yay no period but then I'll go pee and there's pink blood again but not like a period wtf is going on with me I'm so confused 😐