depressed need to vent

lovetheglam • Poshmark Reseller 🙋🏽‍♀️
Hello mom, so I have been looking for a that matches my preferred field and qualifications. I have Been on the hunt for months, since my son was 3 months old, he is now 9months old. So I finally found it and it's exactly what I've been looking for with good pay. I thank God for this job and don't take it for granted at all. But the only thing that's has me drepressed, stressed and sad is that it is a night night shif from 5pm-2am weekends including until 3am. We will stay with his dad, however it breaks my heart that I won't be putting my baby to sleep on sleep with him and cuddle. My Fiancé is deep sleeper and worries that he won't be able attend to my son how I will. My son is attached to me😩I'm literally in tears right now. Any mommies working a late night shift? How do you do it? Any word of experience?