My husband lost his job a month before our baby girl was born and he found another right before but he couldn't stand it and quit. This bothered me because how could he just do that without having a back up plan for a source of income. So here we are 3 months later and no one will hire him. He have no money to buy things we need or to pay any bills thank god for his mother helping us with some diapers temporarily. I hate bumming off of people it makes me feel like I'm not trying hard enough. I've considered trying to get a job myself but our daughter is in this stage where she hates everyone but me and she can only stand for him to hold or play with her for a little while and I don't want to leave her all day and her just scream until she sees me. We're losing our apartment I'm lucky my grandpa has a room we can stay in and he actually wants us to stay with him but I don't want to have to live off of him even if it's just for a little while. Of course my husband is still applying for jobs so we can try to get back on our feet and I definitely want to help with my grandpa's bills since we will stay with him. We have just a few days before we have to be out of our apartment and we still have so much to pack. Having a 3 month old that's been really fussy lately just isn't helping at all. I love her and of course I'm trying to work hard to switch back and forth tending to her and packing. As if everything isn't falling apart my dog is now sick we got her checked for worms and she doesn't have them but for them to do further testing to find the problem it's going to cost several hundreds of dollars.. I really wish everyone could have a second chance to restart and do things the better way but it doesn't work like that. I'm so thankful for everything my family helps us with and I'm so thankful towards my grandpa. This is the first time we've been in such a bad hole and it's seriously just so stressful.. idk how tons of other people are able to get through things like this. I just needed to put this somewhere I'm so stressed and depressed about all of this but I need to try and keep my head up for our little girl.