I'm beyond stressed. I'm about to be 20 weeks with my fourth baby and I haven't told anyone in my family. They don't agree with having large family's due to all kinds of factors. But at the end of the day my husband and I live in our own home and raise our own children. So besides not sharing my news I've tried to be as happy as I can for her. It's gone by fast and I often worry how I will share my time with four children even though I know I can do it. Ahh just needed to vent.