I wish i was pregnant😔

Khyla renee • new lover new life new journey🍼👶💖 currently threatend mc waiting to pass 5 in the past relationship and #2 from my lover 💔💔
Why do i feel like ttc is so hard? 😕 im turning 21 n march and had two mc's one at 17yrs old and recently in the end October/november same time as the first mc and its so frustrating !!