So me and my boyfriend were completely in love never thought we'd ever break up I'm so close with his family and he's really close with mine , but we've been going trough some problems and he doesn't wanna be with me he says he doesn't know what he wants and that he needs time I've asked him if we're done for good he won't give me a straight answer he told me he doesn't want a relationship and eventually he will but he doesn't know , his parents don't want us to break up his sisters are begging me to fix things his dad told him he's never saw him like this with anyone else and he told him he wasn't allowed to bring another girl home and he'd be upset with him if he found out he was talking to other girls , I love his family just as much as I love him .. I'm literally so upset I've cried for about a week straight .. he changed his passwords and deleted all of our pictures he still has them all hanfin in his room though .. I'm really hurt my anxiety is so bad that I can't sleep and I can't eat I'm always shaking everytime I stand up I get dizzy .. whenever I think about food I wanna throw up I don't know what to do I can't give up on us I literally pray to god every night to help me through this and to help him realize what he's doing I pray every night for us I don't know what to do and it's to the point that I can't handle it anymore