How I met your mother

I was watching How I met your mother and I got to this part where Lilly and marshall thought they're having food poison and yet it was only lilly that was so sick and throwing up. But then lilly ended up showing marshal her pregnancy test and telling him that she's pregnant. I just started weeping cause I wanted that so bad I want the same thing so bad to show my husband we are pregnant again....😢😢😢