I feel so guilty!!! 😭

Anon because he has this app!

I knew he was ordering a ring, we have access to each others emails and I needed his for a code for food.

Well under the email code was an email that said, Kays Twisting Infinity Platinum Split Shank Pave Set 4c Engagement is being processed!

Oh boy. Well, maybe it's for his mother???? 8 years, 4 miscarriages, 1 current pregnancy (hello month 7!), and a ring being processed. Ok. No big deal. Breathe. *He-he- hoo-hoo he-he.....* No, not like that woman!

Ok. Could be nothing. Well, it's been a month and I get an alert from our PO box saying a package has been delivered. I'm about 5 minutes away by car and I call and tell him I'm going to get a package from our box and if he wants anything from the pizza place for dinner (take and bake yummmm).

All hell breaks loose, he says no, it's ok he'll get it, he's getting in his truck. He's on his way. Um pretty sure you aren't supposed to duck out of work to pick up a package that I'm on my way to get.... but oooookay?

So later that night I'm at home laying down in bed and he comes it, tries to push me into our livingroom... I'm pregnant I go where I please, he gives up on getting me into the livingroom.

He tells me to lay on my other side because babies not getting the proper blood flow. I roll over, facing away from him, and he starts messing with the safe that's hidden under my side of the bed. After his 6th failed attempt, I roll over and do it for him. He yells at me to roll over again, I do. I ask him what he's doing and he says he wants to know how much money is saved because he wants to look at a boat.

Honey, you're not buying a boat. You have a fishing boat. You don't need a speed boat. He counts it, has to re count 3 times. He's shaking that bad.

Anyways. I don't mention any of it, I go into the safe the next day to pay for the food I ordered, (don't judge I got a salad πŸ˜›,) and well.... Right on top of the envolope we keep money in, (money in the bank is for bills only) is a little black box.....

Well, I opened it..... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DAMN RING I HAVE EVER SEEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I feel so guilty I snooped!!!! I feel even worse because I want to try it on!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 My poor non stealthy boyfriend! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Do I tell him? Do I keep it a secret?